it's only been two days and im already feeling the effects of it...
let me just say, don't bother street racing, yes it might be fun and cool when you win, or race something you've never taken on before, but man.. it's not worth it...
it makes me think now, all that money i spent on my car to be quick, what for ? I got to unleash it once and i got done for it...and big time...
i've made the decision i need to sell my car, it's too tempting to just full throttle first and second, the feeling of being pumped back into the seat and listening to WOT is too hard to refuse.. im being serious.. i'll loose my license again if i keep it.. it's not a matter of controlling myself..
because you see with me, i have a problem, when people laugh at what i own or have a passion for, i get cut and defensive... i'll prove myself.. how do you prove yourself in a car ? you give it what it's got... so being like that, im sure another hero will pull up next to me and have a quick smirk at the car... or better still ask me "what u got?" ill go him, and probably get done again...
i need to settle down, now at a young age, organise my funds to something that will help me later on, spending 8-10k on a car is just going backwards, it's not something i like to do, even though it was a good experiance and learning curve. i gotta smarten up.. life's getting too hard to fuck around.